| Location | Brent |
| Age | 1 month, 20 days |
| Date of Birth | 01/01/1990 |
| Date of Death | 21/02/1990 |
| Visitors | 2,412 since 13/09/2009 |
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This page is for my 2 babies.
THOMAS - was born early aged 22weeks and 4 days he was sarah's twin,life i thought was so good,i was 17 and pregnant with twins,i was so happy.
his reason for leaving me to early was down to his father,the hospital tried so hard to save you thomas but there was nothing they could do. i have no pictures of you my precious baby boy,i remember you had long legs but was so small you were gorgeous to me and always will be.
im sorry you had no proper resting place but i know you have always been safe in the arms of angels.
I love you my darling Thomas xxxxx
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SARAH managed to live on inside of me until she was full term and was the first baby to be born in Brent,london on new years day 1990.
Sarah you were perfect not a blemish or mark on you,your skin was so clear i could see every part of you.
i knew your brother would live on in you or so i thought.
You were 5 days old when you suddenly started being sick,nothing would stay down. i took you to the doctors who sent you straight to the hospital and there you stayed for the next 6 weeks.
you let them pull and prod you it never mattered what they did you never cried.
everyone loved you sarah,the doctors the nurses and most of all me your mummy.
they never knew what had made you so very ill,some said it was a hole in the heart,some said it was just one of those things. to be honest i didnt care,you was well and i was taking my baby home.
But two days after you coming home i'd fed you,winded you and layed you down,i went to make your bottles for the next day came back to check on you 10mins later and then i found you. you had gone,at the same hospital that you brother had died you to passed away aged 7 weeks old.this time they did know what had happed 'cot death' they said.
Again i had to leave that hospital without my baby,my heart died too that night.
So to sarah And Thomas i cant answer you why you father did what he did to you,only he can answer you that.
But i can tell you that you were and are dearly loved and missed by all that knew you,and even those who didnt know you at the time,love you dearly now.
But most of all your mummy loves you so very much,and i know one day we will all be together again.
Then and only then will i be able to hold my two precious babies,so until then be safe in the arms of each other and in the arms of the other angels.
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The world may never notice
If a snowdrop doesn't bloom
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon
But every life that ever forms
Or ever comes to be
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity
The little one we longer for
Was swiftly here and gone
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on
And though our arms are empty
Our hearts know what to do
For every beating of our hearts
Speaks of our love for you
the sun was shining lovely on saturday when we sat with you, hope you like your new stuff on your grave..... i know you will of seen all thats gone on and heard whats been said.....
but thomas darling you were very real, so don't you listen to those who don't know.
stay safe together
love you always
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BIG HUGS SARAH & THOMAS
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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Twenty First Birthday - by Rosalind Roberts
Your 21st Birthday and I sit here with a broken heart
Knowing we should be together not two worlds apart
I wish I was with you so I could share your day
All I can do is send 21 balloons your way
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I feel so helpless I don't know what I should do
It is so hard living on Earth without you
I know I should be crying with happiness today
Instead silent tears of pain fall on your Birthday
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Everyday I miss you both even more than I can tell
Being without you is like a nightmare as well
Twenty one years since the day that you were born
Now I sit with a heart that is broken and torn
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My tears flow, I cannot help but weep
For now my Angels rest in eternal sleep
I feel so alone, I feel so lost
You went away at such a high cost
copyright© Rosalind Roberts 3/11/2010
Look at you two all grown up.
Hello you two, I cannot believe it's been 21 years since you and mummy got seperated.
I just really wanted you both to know that we are thinking of you on this very special day, Mummy pretends she is on top of it, but we all know that it is going to be something a little extra this year don't we ;o) but we will be their for her when ever she needs us won't we.
We will be up to see you both very soon, but if you could just pass by Mummy every now and again to help her when i can not, i would be very pleased.
Sleep well angels xxxxxxxxxxxx
Now DADDY John
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
THOUGHT I'D SEND YOU THIS MESSAGE NOW,AS I PROBABLY WONT BE ABLE TO GET ON HERE LATER......
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MY DARLINGS FOR 2MW, LOVE YOU BOTH DEARLY.
ANOTHER YR HAS PASSED BUT ITS JUST ANOTHER YEAR MY LOVE HAS GROWN STRONGER FOR YOU BOTH.
HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM...MUMMY, JOHN, NANNY AND GRANDAD XXXXXXXXXXX
on visiting your grave it was harder this time, even after all these yrs, maybe because its coming upto a milestone your 21st bday on new yrs day .... i had so many hopes and wishe's for you both, but they were not meant to be. so all i can do is send you my love everyday as i do .... you have touched to many people who never even saw you when you were here for the very short time, but they love you all the same.
you will both always be my 2 babies no matter what bday we get to.
love you both dearly xxxxxxxxxx
hope you 2 munchkins are looking after your auntie sarah, and giving her big hugs on her birthday today.....
you know mummmy is struggling right now, but i know things will be ok in the end.
thank you for always showing me the way
love you both so very much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
well my two darlings,it has been an eventfull time of late. but its all over now (i hope)
thank you both for the sunshine at the weekend,it makes it so much nicer up on that hill when we come to visit, hope you both liked your toys :).
my heart shrinks with the years passing and the disappointments that people leave, but it will never ever not have room for my 2 angels and those dear to me.
love you both dearly xxxxxxx
Hello you cheeky pair.
Hello Sarah, Hello Thomas.
Just thought i'd stop by. Mummy has just gone back to work after a long awaited holiday. We had a lovely time and it made a nice change. We are coming to see you again this weekend so Sarah you know the way mummy likes it when we are on your hill, do your best to keep it nice for her won't you. Talk soon angels, John
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